I guess you're always just as old as you feel and I feel pretty young tbh. Maybe because I'm not planning on having kids or buying a house or something. Or having some big career goals like most of my peers. I just wanna have fun and spend my time doing the things I love the most. And working just enough to have sufficient funds in order to live a simple life haha. Also my body feels younger than it did when I was 20. Maybe because I was drinking way too much alcohol and smoking cigarettes. Now I'm enjoying things like trail running, hiking, cooking, reading, baking sourdough bread and having my morning coffee. I mean.. who is that guy?
Anyway, I quite enjoy who I am and how I feel right now. But tbh it took me all of my 20s and I had some rough times and identity crises. But all the struggles made me appreciate life so much more, especially the little things. And I deleted all my social media about 6 months ago so that also helped a lot.
I will release a new ALBUM at midnight and that makes me happy. I'm not going to celebrate my birthday really much, just spending time with my girlfriend and my parents and eating out :) If the weather is good I'm also going to do a sunrise hike, so I'm really excited for the weekend!
P.S.: I actually didn't move to Graz. It just didn't feel right and I noticed that it would have made my life way more complicated than it is right now. And I would have had to prioritize working a full-time job again, which doesn't match my goals at all.